Wow. so its been a few years haha

xanga has been sending me emails about how "they miss me" and since i hadnt been on it in so long i decided to check it out again. and now i decided to write again  so college is going ok, i think its too small cuz theres just as much drama as high school. its so gay and im getting really tired of it fast. im thinking about transferring to somewhere in dallas actually. but im not too sure yet! i should be studying for my history midterm and spanish test that i have tomorrow, but oh well. spring break starts tomorrow so no one is really in the mood for work! my mom is taking me to cancun since my roommate Reina couldnt go and i refused to stay in cold kansas. so im pretty much just gonna sleep on the beach for the week! and get TTAANN! woo, cant wait!

so im single now its a long story haha but i kinda like having the feeling of being free and not having to worry about who i talk to or what im doing. but me and billy might get back together in the near future, just dont know when yet haha but i know he really wants to.

.:*Colleen Mary

When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running through her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says I love you, she means it.

When a GIRL says "i miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that.

i also love the poem michelle wrote, dont worry hun ur not the only one who has the same feelings!

much love,

.:*Colleen Mary